
My
husband has been dealing with insomnia for about three
years. We have spent thousands of dollars on medical
tests, drugs, procedures and equipment. The result
has only been a very slight improvement in his condition.
I recently suggested that his condition might be due
to the large amounts of electro-magnetic frequencies
(EMF) he is exposed to at both his job and at home,
but he's tired of trying another remedy.
I've
read that insomnia is one of the side effects of the
ascension process; especially for those of us who
are older and are not wired for the new energy. Are
there deeper emotional issues going on here or is
this part of a process that will eventually work itself
out? We need help!
Insomnia
can be produced from higher vibrations affecting the
body. However, for most people, it is a control issue
that has built up over time. It is a fear of letting
go of control. There are feelings that have built
up, starting in childhood, making the child feel unsafe
to let go and relax. Over time, this accumulates and
the stress builds. This makes it difficult to let
go of the mental body, the thoughts and the subconscious
stress that the body holds onto.
So
people need to go in and do the inner work on their
feelings. They need practitioners who can help them
get in touch with their feelings. However, if there
are no practitioners available, do deep breathing,
sound work and anything to slow the mind. Start with
simply observing the thoughts and become aware how
incessant they are...then practice expanding the quiet
space between the thoughts, building up to longer
periods of peaceful meditation.
And
of course, electro-magnetic energy that is also rampant
on your planet can exacerbate this. However, it is
creating a sense of inner safety that will ultimately
heal the insomnia.

I
was diagnosed with breast cancer in January. I have
chosen to go the non-traditional route to healing,
and have not received too much support from loved
ones in this choice. I am doing all this work on a
physical level with strict nutrition and herbs. On
some level I don't feel like all that work is necessary
to heal, particularly when I am connected to my soul
intelligence.
However,
I do not want to ask for the impossible from my body.
I want to support my body, to bring harmony through
all levels of reality. Could you talk more on miracles...
whatever may come forth?
Miracles
are acts of love in demonstration. Breast cancer is
lack of love and nurturing, that has been experienced
over a long period of time. It comes from a lack of
being able to receive or be nurtured. It happens so
often in women, who are conditioned to nurture, not
BE nurtured.
The
more you can look at these patterns, dealing with
the pains of the past and help the wounded child to
learn to receive and be nurtured, the greater the
chance you have of resolving the problem. However,
that is a journey NOT to be taken lightly.
Look
at where you are blocking and open to receive support
from all sources around you. Use wisdom. Do according
to what you feel you are ready to do. Allow it to
be a process. Do not refuse other possibilities, if
you are not capable of resolving this on your own.
Breast
cancer and cancer on the whole is a result of deep-seated
disappointments and things that have not been mourned.
These accumulated feelings then attack you on a cellular
level. There can be fears that you will be hurt or
deprive others in some way. So learn to reach out
and ask for help.
Ask
for your needs and allow the answers to come in all
forms.

I
have been struggling for the last 5 1/2 yrs since
my short 2 yr marriage ended. I can't seem to hold
it together. I have struggles, such as wondering when
I will find a job that will take care of my home and
children. I would like to break free from the anguish
my ex-husband has caused/is causing me. Any advice
on how to break through all of this?
At
the basis of all the problems in relationship is a
resistance to your own conditioned feelings. People
either make all choices to move towards a feeling
they think they will like or more often they move
away from the feelings they want to avoid.
So
name the feelings that come up in your patterns with
your ex-husband. You are simply using him to fight
those feelings at a core level, beyond the situations.
Stop making that which is outside yourself the source
of your well-being. When you avoid and fight, you
require something to fight and avoid.
If
the feeling is invalidated or deprived or not enough,
then you must learn to make peace with the feelings,
based on your memories and history. If you keep fighting
these feelings, rather than nurturing yourself, others
will mirror your fight.
Once
you are at peace with more feelings, rather than using
situations to habitually fight, then you will be able
to find more solutions and resonate with solutions
and support. As long as you use the situations to
fight, you will find it hard to manifest something
new.
Also
look at the patterns in your life and how the relationship
reflects the relationship feelings that you had with
your father/mother. This is how most people attract
relationships, through a particular image and commitment
that is familiar. So look and get the help you need
to work through these feelings and shift your inner
commitments.

I
became deeply involved in a light photography project
over a year ago and am want advice on taking these
light experiences to the public, as well as understanding
how this experience is helping me personally.
I
have been in communication with some higher frequencies
for 13 years. During the 12th year, their consciousness
became visible through my digital photography and
videos.
If
you want to take this into the world, then simply
take the steps that allow you to share. Contact those
who can help or give you advice and opportunities.
What
you are likely seeing is electro-magnetic frequencies
that are devic, connected to nature. Film is sensitive
to these things.

What
is my purpose on earth? I have deep feelings to do
things that many people believe cannot be done on
earth.
Everyone
has the same purpose and that is to learn how to love.
That means being in the truth of your individuality,
as an expressive, creative human being. Get in touch
with yourself at the source - such as your life lesson
(all of your talents and abilities and qualities).
Allow all of your experiences to bring you into your
soul lesson, giving you a sense of meaning through
all of your feelings. Then express all of these inner
truths through what you do and you will develop you
individual soul purpose.

I
had a miscarriage and I am trying to understand what
it all means to me. I feel that there is much deeper
meaning than what I can immediately understand. I
feel that it happened for a reason. I want to address
all of my emotions & feelings. I do not want to miss
anything that the little life that was in my body
for 2 months was there to give me! Please Gabriel,
point me to the right direction. I am sad, but at
the same time, very appreciative and excited about
this opportunity.
Miscarriage
is there to set up a lesson, triggering certain things
in the mother. This is a soul agreement with another
being. There is typically something that needs to
be learned, felt and resolved. What part of the lesson
includes is dealing the feelings of loss and deprivation
that are likely triggered in the immediate.
Again,
most issues come down to dealing with feelings, so
that you can resolve your karmic issues. Allow yourself
to fully grieve the experience as well. It is important
to look and have the genuine experience, to reveal
the lessons that are there for you.

My
husband has had both of his parents cross over. He
thinks about them often and wonders how they are doing.
Could you please ask Gabriel about them. He is very
skeptical and asks that you supply some proof that
it is them (like knowing their names).
What
you need to understand is that it would do you no
good to supply their names as some sort of test or
proof. Your parents are a soul essence that moves
beyond the physical, then through the astral and have
moved on into the light of the causal plane. People
do not simply remain connected to this one lifetime
and personality. This does not diminish their meaning
for you and what part they have played in your soul
journey.
It
is understandable that your husband has feelings and
misses them. What is most important is that he grieves
and moves on to his next perfect moments, as they
have done as well.

I'm not too sure how to explain what happend to me
but I will try. A week ago I threw a big party and
I drank quite a bit. That night something happened
to me. I found myself speaking in riddles of philosophy,
with emotion spilling out of me. Then I woke up in
my bed feeling horrible.
For
a long time I have been thinking about where my life
is going and the more I think the more I seem to hate
myself and fall into this self pity. I remember calling
or rather begging god to show me my purpose a sign
of any kind or signal on why I am here. I cant recall
what was rushing through my mind when I saw it, but
this blinding light filled my eyes and my sight was
gone for only a moment.
This
is gonna sound crazy, but when I opened my eyes I
felt like something had come inside me and my fear
of living had gone; almost like I wasn't alone anymore.
I felt this sudden happiness to be alive again somehow.
Then
as the day went on, I felt distant from my friends.
Still to this day I feel distant. I'm still so lost
here. For my whole life I have had depression and
problems with people. I have tried to bury myself
in the way others live in an attempt to enjoy life.
Any help you can give would be appreciated.
It
sounds like what you experienced was a breakdown from
the conscious mind to the subconscious mind. When
you saw the light, you made contact with a deeper
part of yourself, able to raise your vibration briefly.
The personality does not yet know how to sustain this
connection to yourself. And drinking is certainly
not the solution. However, you did get a brief glimpse
of what is possible when you learn how to heal the
wounded personality and connect more deeply to life
from the inside out.
So
what you need to do is what everyone else needs. That
includes learning to go inside and resolve your wounded,
depressed feelings. You need to reconnect to yourself
to find the part of you that appreciates and even
embraces the opportunity of life.
Where
you are is a difficult place to be, caught between
the old and not yet able to connect to the new and
deeper. So get the help you need to learn how to go
inside and connect more fully to all that you are.
Let
yourself go through a purification at this time, rather
than continuing to fill yourself with alcohol and
the like. Depression is merely a state of being that
comes from depressing your authentic feelings over
time.

I
am very interested in energetic healing and finding
within myself the highest level of my soul, so that
I may live with more purpose and light. I have done
some Reiki and I do meditate and practice yoga. I
have made some strides, but feel that there is something
that needs to be opened or revealed within myself
that I have not yet found. I am trying to live more
true to my heart, but I feel there is a Higher Self
that I have not connected with. I long to know the
light within myself. I wonder how I can better embark
on a journey that will lead me to this light, purpose,
healing and service. Thank you so very much.
The
way to embark is to begin a clearing process, looking
at issues from your past. It will help to have a practitioner
who knows how to open up the body and help you release
the dense energy of your conditioned past. These will
hold your subconscious in separation from all of your
conscious intentions.
Reiki
will begin to move things up. You can then use new
tools to nurture and resolve the wounded past, so
that you can free your body to continue raising your
body to higher vibration and frequency.
People
will often work on the higher energies, but not want
to deal with the wounded lower energies. This can
be confusing and can even be harmful physically.

My
husband and I live off of money generated monthly
by our financial portfolio. I felt nudged by my guides
to leave my teaching profession and then my husband's
place of work closed up. Now we work for the Light
to assist others to awaken and try to heal Mother
Earth. I have read that by 2012 there will be no such
thing as the Stock Market and get concerned about
how we will be supported. My guides assure me that
we will be okay and I don't understand... We are wondering
if we should start our own business and use the available
money now before it is gone? Any assistance you can
provide will be much appreciated.
We
do not see that the stock market will be gone. It
is one of the main forms of control that the world
management team has of trying to control you. There
will be many changes, but they are attempting to move
the world to one world economy and one world currency.
They
will want to do away with physical currency (money).
They will want everyone to have debit cards only,
so that they can more successfully control you.
That
is not to put you in fear, but just to assure you
that they stock market will remain in place.
What
you can probably do to set yourself up well would
include creating a business that will bring in a more
consistent income. Or at least diversify what you
depend upon for the financial stability.

I
am reading about ascension and understand that physical
symptoms might be necessary to be able to sustain
the more rapid vibrations connected with this. I am
perplexed at all the symptoms I am experiencing, symptoms
serious enough to require different doctors.
At
the same time I feel they must think of me as a hypochondriac.
Heart infarction with a balloon opening 3 years ago
that has left me panting for my breath whenever I
strain a bit, lower back pain for many years, stenosis
of the canal, cramps and pain when walking, restless
legs, surgery for cataracts in both eyes, and now
a frozen shoulder syndrome, as well as months of constant
diarrhea.
Although
all of this brings me discomfort and pain, I feel
fine and not particularly sick as long as I don't
exert myself. However, this means I can do practically
nothing that demands physical strength. I often think
of my eventual transition from this life with joy,
imagining myself healthy and capable again. My question
is - shall I think of all these ailments as steps
in the ascension process, such as some necessary part
of old karma? or what?
This
is all a part of the ascension process, but it mostly
comes from years of shutting down the life flow through
the body. It is all accelerating from the accelerated
energies that have begun to move. You, too, need to
clear the body, as we have suggested for many others
within these questions. All of you need to learn to
deal with wounded emotions.
There
are many exercises that can be done, from deep breathing
to dealing directly with these wounded feelings. Blockages
have developed since childhood. This is all a part
of your true evolution into soul consciousness and
ascension.
Once
people reach a critical mass of accumulated wounded
emotion, it makes it more and more difficult to reverse.
But by all means, any forward emotional movement that
you make will make it better and better.