I
believe that love is the force of creation. If that is so,
how can there be so much cruelty on our planet - not only
in humans, but also in animals. For instance, when a male
bear wants to mate with a female, he often eats her offspring.
Dear
one, do you know that love is all inclusive.
It
seems that you have judgements about behaviors in the world
of form. We remind you that you have all been given a gift
of divine love - the freedom of will and choice. What you
do with this gift is up to each one of you on a perfect journey.
Love
holds a space for all levels of learning and experience.
For
the most part, the animal kingdom operates through the instinctual
level of survival. That is a level of consciousness and awareness
that is exactly what it needs to be to learn the process of
loving.
Believe
it or not, it is "everything" in the realm of creation
that holds the whole together. We encourage you to remember
this and learn to hold a space for all expressions of consciousness.
Because all expressions are, in a sense, an expression of
love.
At
this point in your evolution, most of you have seen the world
of form as the source of your reality. Therefore, you see
some levels of expression as acts of destruction,....but the
world of reality is not contained in the physical world of
form. This is true in the physical form, but the physical
is not the essence of reality. It is merely an expression
of the invisible, that which creates the physical.
You
have been given a world of form to teach you about choices.
It is important to remember that you need pain as a tool for
learning. It gives you a clear indication of the opposite
of love, for you are learning through polarities. Polarities
are necessary to learn from a free will. This gives you the
chance to learn powerfully about love, the force of creation
as you put it, by getting to experience its opposite - what
love is not. This is ultimately intended to guide you into
another choice.
Pain
reminds you what is possible on the other side, just as the
light reminds you of the opposite. Polarity is a world of
teaching, a grand and bautiful universe ruled by a loving
energy that allows all things - in order to experience all
aspects of life fully.
We
encourage you to make the most loving choices you can make,
encouraging others to do the same as reflections of their
own individuality. This involves letting go of the judgements
of right and wrong, which cannot possibly allow the experience
of love.
The
concept of right and wrong keeps you in fear. "If I make
the good choice, then I am acceptable....if I make the bad
choice, then I am bad and separate." In truth, your own
judgments simply separate you from your truest Self, separate
you from the experience of love. You will never know love
through this system of duality and judgment.
Love
sits patiently and quietly and makes space for everything.
When you can accept all the experiences of life and reality
as reflections of choices and learning in the physical, you
are empowered to actually learn from their effect. This allows
you to open and broaden the creative expression and the vast
territory into an experience of meaning and value. You can
even value how each choice has served you as a tool of learning
and evoltuion.
As
you learn to hold this space for yourself and then for one
another, you will no longer need opposites with resistance...
You will not create defense systems that cause people to act
out their pain. You will bring the world into the true reality
of a heaven on Earth.
Last
week my daugher was with a friend who spontaneously started
to channel. When asked who was speaking, the answer was "Stacy."
Was my daughter's higher self being channeled or was it someone
else?
We
would say that it was your daughter's higher self that was
speaking through her as she got out of the way to some degree....and
allowed the sponeneity to flow through.
Everyone
has this voice inside...but most people don't trust getting
still to access the voice. Most people also don't trust the
depths of their own value and worthiness to imagine that they
can channel the divine through them - even though the divine
is a part of each individual.
Your
daughter was expereincing the gift and opportunity and was
honestly surprised. It came in stillness, when she was able
to trust the place of emptiness within to some degree, so
she was able to connect/receive.
Many
young people are starting to open these channels, as the new
energies are penetraing the world of form and the conscious
mind. The mind has typically remained so busy within thoughts,
descriptions and decisions.
We
encourage you all into stillness and inner focus - for you
must develop an intimate relationship with yourselves at this
time, for you are losing the ability to separate. Without
a connection to self, you will become more and more uncomfortable
with these energies. So look within and be still.
I
was very clear about asking the Archangels to guide me to
meet a person who would be spiritually aligned with me to
become my partner about six months ago. It happened in a very
short period of time and I am grateful. There are common threads
that bond us together, but how can I be certain that I found
the person I was looking for and am not simply in the illusion
that everything will work out fine?
We
would encourage you to shift your focus and ask yourself,
"Am I what I am looking for?"
Do
not look outside of yourself for something to compensate for
what you have not become or what you have not been willing
to give yourself. Remember that the love and relationship
that you seek with another is a mirror of the relationship
that you seek with yourself.
In
the deepest sense of reality, you are only every having a
relationship with yourself. This is because you cannot love
outside the self anything that you cannot love about yourself.
So we suggest that you honor your relationships and yet realize
the source of your fulfillment is by deepening the relationship
you have with yourself. Use the opportunity of having a close
mirror to learn about you.
Too
often people have remained in infantile love, having been
wounded in that vital stage in childhood. This stage was when
you looked to mom and dad as the source of guidance and even
validation of your worth. Since this stage was wounded, most
of you have remained unaware that you are emotionally still
in this infantile approach to life, looking outside.
As
your world grows up at this time, you will start to teach
your children how to move through this infantile stage into
the two higher opportunities of love. You need to learn how
to do this yourselves, so that you can live in a world that
learns how to take responsibility for the self in value, so
that you can all truly value the opportunity of one another
- rather than looking for the ideal that is going to be a
source of "avoiding what you are afraid of experiencing"
and needing the other person to compensate for where you do
not know how to love.
This
will never work. Not only is it not possible for another person
to be the source for you, you need to realize that you are
all wounded and you are both typically doing the same thing
in the old paradigm of relating. If you can both learn to
take responsibility for self, which can only come from each
individual's choice, then you open the door for true healing
and a depth of love in your relationships that has not before
been possible.
This
is such an important topic - that we will go on a bit.
You
need to realize that ALL acceptance has to do with the sensations
of feelings. If you see the reflection in your relationships
as providing clues about which feelings you can accept and
which ones you cannot at the moment, then you will find peace.
If the other person reflects or triggers feelings that you
cannot accept, the old tendency has been for you to go into
resistance and defense. You have then typically blamed the
other person or tried to control them, to change them so that
you would not have to feel the feelings.
The
only true sense of healing comes from going inside to make
peace with those feelings. You need to introduce an adult
perspective of reality into the nervous system that helps
you heal the inner child's myths of fear, shame and threat
that are associated from events in the past that were processed
through primitive perspectives that were natural to that stage
of your growth, but do not serve you as an adult.
However,
if you have not become the adult that your parents perhaps
did not know how to be in their stage of learning, then you
are likely frozed with the feelings from the perspectives
of the age you were when the original wounding events took
place.
Rather
than trying to make the other person change so you won't have
ot feel a certain way, learn to acknowledge and process your
own feelings. Only YOU have the capabiltiy to decide how you
feel about what is taking place. If you are in wounding, then
you will not believe that you have a choice about how to feel.
This
is the place to begin healing and true intimacy in relationship.
But that is not possible if you remain in the conditioned
experience from the past that reminds you mostly of something
about mom or dad that was unsafe in some way...or was simply
not nurtured for you.
Your
adult relationships are there to serve you to heal your childhood
wounds. So be willing to work with another to mirror all that
you cannot love, so that you can work together to resolve
your individual distortions and wounds. You need one another
to do this...and to learn how to love.
Gabriel,
I feel like I have begun a new role as a lightworker. I feel
somehow connected to helping manifest heavenly energies on
Earth. I first feel the energy and then intend it to slow
down, to become clear and focused with my intentions. How
long will it take my energies to manifest? Are many lightworkers
doing this kind of thing? Although I am glad to be moving
in this direction, I don't seem to be very good at it at this
poing. I am hoping you can shed some light on the situation.
Dear
one, you are simply not well-practiced at working with the
energies in this way. That is not good or bad. It is simply
new...
You
are intuitively feeling a desire to work with the higher energies
of light, which is at an even deeper level learning how to
contact the light of the soul, which is interpenetrating the
wolrd of form at this point.
This
light is penetrating your thoughts and feelings through the
astral and is raising the vibration of your body. This is
awakening or opening the doorway to show you where you in
the physical is really a heaven on earth - not a world of
separation.
As
this particular light penetrates, you are connecting with
the plane of the soul, which is the realm of intention and
manifestation through intuition and knowing. The way to get
better is to consciously practice being still, frocusing on
breathing with no judgment...and allow all your feelings.
Become
the observer with no judgment or resistance. This will begin
to still the emotional body. As this happens, the emotional
body will begin to transofrm, becoming a clearer doorway of
the soul and realm of intention and intuition.
You
also need to still your mind, calm your thoughts, descriptions
and decisions....which are actually based on re-describing
the past. As you do this, your mind will open another doorway
to the fifth dimension (realm of the soul) as well. This will
become the inspiration of your knowing.
These
two focuses will transform the lower self, which will become
a right of passage to greater creatorship.
The
photon belt is helping to prepare the body for this, but you
must work with it. it moves so much faster than anything you
have ever imagined....much faster than the speed of light.
It has already penetrated your outer solar system and is now
beginining to penetrate the middle to inspire you into this
experience of the soul....but you must all learn to get still.
Practice being still, for it is your soul that is guiding
you into the edges of this awareness at this time.
How
is allowing a healer to "heal" another person an
example of empowerment? How does this allow another to be
responsible for their own healing? I have been involved in
Reiki and other healing modalities and have never quite fit
in. I am having strange energetic experiences lately, involving
a new energy or a new sensation. I have considered becoming
a healer, but am conflicted.
We
encourage you to set aside your judgments and control. Understand
that using Reiki for the purpose of healing is only encouraging
and allowing the body to move into natural balanc - is a gift
of loving.
you
are not the healer. t he person who is opening to heal is
ther real healer.
get
out of the ego and do not worry about what direction it is
all going in. open to love by going into neutral and receptive
state...where you and the client are healing. open to the
energies of creation and you will be able to be a passage
way between heaven and earth.
and
you will teach someone how to open to love....which is very
empowering, as a first stage. you need each other for the
purpose of loving. you, in this case, choose to be an instrument.
adopt
the mantra to free yourself - "I know what I have given
you. I do not know what you have received. I do not knwo the
result and it is none of my business. I am simply aware of
my intention to give, to love and to allow the love of creation
to flow through me in love."
I
have been in a pattern of having to repeat things again and
again before they are understood, right or complete - particularly
in work projects involving other people. Their errors result
in my having to redo the work. Their inefficiency, waste and
frustrations have been exhausting.
We
suggest that you look deeper than the situations. They are
revealing that a part of you does not feel safe with mistakes
and imperfections. To heal the situation, you need to realize
that you will continue to attract situations that reflect
your fight of the feeling of imperfect, unless you go to the
source inside and make peace with your own feelings.
You
seem to be in a level of expectation which says I will only
be safe with a certain level of perfection and control. Otherwise,
I am threatened (says the myth of your wounded child). The
only truth in your adult reality is that you are safe to face
any feeling. There is no threat.
Once
you do the inner healing work that is necessary, your feelings
will not trigger resistance, defense or threat when a situation
arises. That is freedom - as opposed to somehow hiring the
people that will be perfect. Believe it or not, you would
be trapped in your fear if the world provided this manifestation.
So
the universe delivers the messengers that you need, in order
to show you where you are in a fight within yourself. It may
not be easy to get yourself out of the situation and fight
enough to see it, but once you are able to, you will be empowered
to free yourself - and free to manifest from your new resonance,
while still allowing others to have their process and learning
curve as well.
There
are only two ways to create.... by fighting and avoiding what
you DON"T want...or by moving TOWARDS what you do want
and intend to create. Both situations are based on feelings
and being willing to take the steps to create.
It
may seem far-fetched, but could it be that I help people pass
over to the other side during my sleep? For instance, I was
informed about a girl who was ill yesterday. I wanted to do
something to help, but when I called, I found out she had
passed away in the night. I then realized how tired I had
been when I woke this morning. Could this be an unconscious
service that I am able to provide?
This
could indeed what is happening and you may very well be a
comfort in people's passing, by being there to encourage them
in peace to let go. If you are interested, you can even make
a conscious decision to do this and to become conscious of
it by setting an intention as you are drifting off to sleep.
You
might also imagine the first thing that you see in the dream
state is your hand in front of you, in order to bridge your
conscious awareness of yourself in the subconscious of your
dreaming. If you practice this for a time, you may be able
to open to this consciously. Once a person is able to bridge
their awareness and intention, they can begin to guide the
dream state.
There
are all kinds of things that you all do in your dream state.
You are all busy helping one another, believe it or not....visiting
and dispersing what you have to offer. Some people even adopt
a different identity in dream state.
So
trust your intuitions or hunches and also know there is no
problem with the experience of death. And if you choose consciously
to work with this, simply affirm "I choose to help others
to let go and make the transitions from form into the world
of non-form. I travel with them consciously, seeking the guidance
from our higher selves about what needs to take place - with
no judgment of life or death."
Since
I was a child, my body had a sense of knowing before the conscious
mind was aware. Over time I developed an inner seeing and
hearing - and it was very enjoyable. The conflict was that
my outer self continued to see so many ugly things. I have
worked in recent years to see in the world the way I see on
the inside. Now both of my eyes are developing cataracts.
Is this a cleansing or is my attitude about seeing hurting
my eyes? Are my eyes telling me they are not meant to see
high-energy light and they have to close down?
You
need to understand that the subconscious programming of the
wounded child is very powerful. We think that you are developing
cataracts from a subconscious child level of trauma about
things you saw in childhood that have been stored as traumatized
energy in the area of the eyes.
As
you consciously seek to bring the goodness of the inner into
a willingness to look with the outer, it is triggering the
trauma to the surface through entrainment. In other words,
your intention is causing the lower stuff to come up as suppressed
memories. However, because it is not consciously nurtured,
it is coming up from the trauma of the memories and is creating
a resistance in your nervous system. Remember that the goal
of the child was to bury it all.
your
conscious intention of wanting to see is simply not in agreement
with the subscious - who feels through past experience that
it would be dangerous. Therefore, the subconscious is causing
the eyes to create an obstruction to seeing as a part of the
healing crisis that is opposing the adult you.
The
reason most people don't have what they say they want is due
to the denial of the subconconscious. If there is more resistance
to what you want than passion about what you want, you will
manifest from the most powerful energies.
You
need to go inside and create peace with the child - working
out the old memories and releasing the wounded feelings. You
can then educate the child into the safety of new alternatives
and adult perspectives, where all feelings are safe.
Once
again, it is about your feelings...and coming into peace with
those unresolved memories, that you were not equipped ot deal
with at the ages when they occurred. When this happens, the
energies get frozen in the primitive stages of consciousness
and are not caught up with the adult you....
Doing
this inner work will bridge the wounded child into adult reality,
and will be a great help to heal this obstruction. As for
the surgery, it is up to you to decide what you need, as help
and healing can come in many forms once your healed commitment
and intention are in place.
I
have had health problems most of my adult life - such as a
systemic yeast overgrowth. I have been active in trying to
resolve these issues. However, my latest blood test even shows
problems with diabetes, cholesterol and anemia. I am very
discouraged and need to know what I can do to heal.
There
are a couple of issues that we would address here.
First,
we see the issues of shame of self in relationship to the
world. The lower part of the body, which is covered in your
culture most of the time, is in resistance. We see that there
may be memories and thoughts as far back as when you went
through toilet training, exposing your phsyical body with
some first layers of shame.
This
kind of shame of self and your body has then brought about
a desire to control how you are seen, etc...
In
adolescence, you go through the stage of relating with your
sexual energy. There is more trauma and shame with the sexual
energy that was experienced from perspectives of society and
by your family structure, it seems. There were issues of unclear
boundaries involved here, with you sometimes feeling intruded
upon, looked at, etc. These experiences have accumulated shamed
energy in the lower body.
Diabetes,
as an example, is about a fear of exposure and being revealed,
resulting in a strong desire to control your environment.
So you need to go inside to deal with the fear of violation,
being seen, as well as the fear of letting go of control.
You will find many clues in the source of your healing.
There
is also some fear of taking your place in the world, for fear
of greater exposure - and the possibility of have to feel
such things as not good enough, shamed, humiliated, rejected...
from the exposure of your needs. There are many issues of
shame that must be dealt with here....
There
may also a clue in looking at your constant sickness and pain.
The child may have found that it was only when she collapsed
or experienced pain that she actually felt safe or seen or
nurtured by her caregivers. Pay attnetion to your past and
see if any of this makes sense....and if you find a desire
to be taken care of. For many this results in the distorted
belief that the more pain I endure, the more permission I
have to be loved...as if suffering makes me worthy of being
loved. This is infantile wounding and has nothing to do with
worth or loving.
