For about the
past 10 days I have been having pains throughout my body -
headaches, general body aches and tremendous pressure in my
solar plexus (which moves from side to side but is mostly
on my right side) as well as dull pains in my throat chakre.
I have also been extremely tired and I found myself crying
very easily when thinking aboutsome of my issues. Any input
on this would be most welcome.
It is a time when
you are in a process of entrainment. For those who are unfamiliar
with the term - it is a term used in physics. It is a law
of energy that says when there is a dominant field of higher
energy, all lower, denser energies will seek to move to entrain
with the higher energy.
You are all going
through the process of entrainment at this time, as higher
energies of the Photon Belt are causing a spiral upward in
the body. All of your bodies are being affected. This means
that everything of a lower vibration - including the old experiences
and memories held in your cellular memory - will come up for
clearing.
Physical symptoms
are a part of that entrainment. The pain of an unresolved
emotional experience is held in the body tissue. At the top
of the entrainment point, you are being asked to work through
the resistance, shame and fear associated with this, in order
to release the pain and integrate a clean slate of cells.
The healing crisis
will encourage you to surrender to old behaviors, reactions
and defensive ways of perceiving. If you respond, feel your
feelings and choose to let go of the past attachments and
decisions, you will take the old and transmute it into a new
form.
As you practice
these qualities of the heart - such as clear choice, compassion,
forgiveness and trust, you will see how these qualities will
support a new experience of your reality in the physical.
We cannot say specifically where it will all go, but encourage
you that you are working to create an entirely new model of
life on Earth.
We have read
in the Monthly Weather Reports what our physical bodies might
be experiencing as we move through these unprecedented times,
but want to know if anything is happening to us internally
or chemically.
You might say that
these are all part of the same thing, creating all the shifts
necessary, working together to prepare your for the energy
of the soul.
The physical body
has typically been the last place to register the energy shifts,
as it is the world of physical form that merely reflects the
movements of energy at its essence.
As you develop
sensitivity, you will first learn to interpret the energies
through your thoughts and feelings - based on the impulses
that vibrate through the body. These impulses create chemical
responses and you experience them partially as feelings.
It is important
that you pay attention and respond to these feelings - all
the more reason for you to work on healing the past wounds
of the emotional body - so that you can learn to interpret
the energetic messages through your intuition and not through
your fear.
The emotional and
mental are in essence the invisible that determine and command
the world of manifestation of the physical. The repitition
of old conditioned thoughts and feelings will sustain the
same reality over time. To shift your reality, you must shift
your old emotional and mental patterns and decisions.
I find the concept
of forgiveness very slippery. Is acceptance a big part of
it? Does forgiveness still allow boundaries to be set? If
boundaries are firmly set, what does that do to the loving
open heart in relationship to the other person? Can one forgive,
set boundaries and continue to be loving?
This is a great
question - one that is often misunderstood on your planet.
What you have not
understood about forgiveness is that it is a process. You
cannot merely make a mental decision to forgive and let go
- and actually have the heart experience of forgiveness.
You must first
work through the negatively charged energies that have held
you in unforgiveness. For instance you must process the blame,
the anger, the despair and even the desire for vindication
- so that you free your energies from the emotional attachments
of the past and of the subconscious wounds.
If you merely make
a mental decision, you will be squelching the parts of you
that truly need your compassion. You have been a world of
wounded children stuck in the first stage of love - which
is maternal, infantile love. It is caught up in the first
stages of your development - focused outward for the reassurance
that someone LOVES you or that you are LOVEABLE.
This is a vital
stage to a child. And you all need to go back to the wounds
of that childhood and learn to fill in the wounded gaps that
came from living in a world that did not know how to honor,
value and nurture you consistently.
You now need the
tools and guidance that will allow you to honor yourselves
and to love one another. For instance, working with a practitioner
who can hold a loving space consistently for you is one way
to see that BEING LOVED is possible.
Of course, within
that what needs to be modeled is the ability to set and honor
clear, loving boundaries. If you do not learn how to have
your own boundaries and how to honor the boundaries of others,
you will stay trapped in the primitive stage of infantile
love - unfulfilled.
You all actually
need a clear model of needs and a clear model of forgiveness.
We have spent years passing on these tools to people, such
as the channel and his business partner (Robert and Ron).
They not only hold a clear, loving space for people to move
into the healing of this first stage of love, but they understand
that you all must grow into the second and third stages of
love as well. These are the stages when you know that you
CAN LOVE and have a wonderful impact on those around you -
followed by the stage where you know you ARE LOVE and practive
it through willing giving and receiving.
Before you can
move to those stages, you most begin to heal the infantile
love you have been in - so we will show you what has been
the typical experience and misunderstanding of forgiveness.
A person stuck
in the unfulfilled need to BE LOVED thinks this is the whole
goal. With this goal, you will never individuate, but rather
will do the things that you think you "should" do
to manipulate and control your environment. You have done
this to be seen a certain way, to get reassurance and validation
or to be liked. These are your replacements for love and do
not serve you in becoming empowered individuals.
In this old model
you have gone through the gesture of forgiving - without dealing
with the wound - because you SHOULD and you are in the fear
of not being liked or the fear of being wrong. To the wounded
child, this might confirm that you are actually unloveable.
Of course, this
can never be true, but you cannot just tell your nervous system
this new reality. You must heal the old paradigm, resolve
these fearful myths and interrupt the bahaviors that have
perpetuated your primitive understanding of love.
You need to practice
loving yourselves as a top priority. You need to go to the
wounded child and deal directly with the unresolved feelings
that are held there. If you do not, you will continue to act
them out on one another or act them in on yourself. Both of
these choices only confirm your myths by building more shame
of self.
As you deal with
these wounded feelings, releasing the energy of unforgiveness,
you will be readier to move into forgiveness itself - with
clear boundaries about what is acceptable and what is not.
You will not be led like wounded children trying to please
others to get them to reassure you of your worth.
As you resolve
the inner, you will KNOW your worth. It is inherent in who
you are.
Work with each
other on this process. Get the help you need. Practice the
ability to be authentic - being able to say yes and to say
no when you need to.
Be true to your
inner self. And get on with the loving possibilities of the
heart that become possible when you are not so trapped in
the primitive stages of love that are being explored in the
lower self. You have a lot to look forward to as you practice
these things.
How can I serve
the whole with the wisdom I have, and at the same time keep
balance in my own life - particularly with the dis-ease I
have im my body? And am I fooling myself by believing that
I can eventually heal myself from this liver-disease?
As
you learn to contain your individuality more and more fully,
you will all be able to give and receive without creating
imbalance.
The
fact that you have a liver disease at this time indicates
that you are not in a position at this time to assimilate
it and conquer it simply from your own energetic resources.
Otherwise it would not be present. We suggest that you use
wisdom with humility to deal with what IS - by taking advantage
of all the tools, treatments, etc that have proven to be of
help to support you in the move towards healing.
If
we are understanding your question, we don't want you to go
to an idealized spot and put the pressure on yourself to try
and heal this simply on your own. Do your inner work and also
take advantage of all options that are there to help - to
honor the highest good and learning.
I am worried,
will I go to a different dimension or die during this ascension
process, I dont feel part of this planet and dont feel like
I am going to hang around, and would not mind leaving but
I have a 7 year old son who I love very much, I dont want
to leave him or for him to be without his mother, that would
be cruel to say the least. He is having dreams of me dissapearing.
I am hoping this will not be the case. Please could you advise
on what could happen to me and my son. Thank you.
Your son has had
dreams simply because he is picking up on the communication
that is being given him on an energetic level - even from
your own fears. It does not mean that you are actually leaving
the planet. That is entirely up to you.
If you desire and
choose to work consciously in this body then you can do it
here. It is your choice. There is no future that we see that
is set in motion for you to definitely leave or stay. We see
a life in progress with choices...
However, as people
reach this point of planetary shifts, they will sense a death
- that will be followed by a rebirth, if you work through
the process and allow it to take place. The Book of Revelations
is taking place at this time. It is about the final conflict
of the survival paradigm of your lower wills and ego.
If you do not deal
with your feelings, you will find yourselves wanting to escape
them in any way possible. Many are left feeling at this time
that they would rather die than face the despair and wounded
feelings that are rising. We assure you that death is no escape
from the consciousness that you have built in your history
of lifetimes and wounded emotions.
The only solution
is to deal with these feelings with great compassion. Make
clear choices for life and responding to all of life through
your opening hearts - and that is what you will be putting
out to your son and to the universe.
I do not believe
that being critical with yourself or another person works.
In my view being critical has not to do with love. Could you
explain to us about the nature of criticism?
There are two forms
of criticism. One is merely feedback that is encouraging growth
or resolution. However, the second form that is very judgmental
and even full of condemnation is what we believe that you
are asking about.
We suggest that
you look to yourselves with the first form of criticism, so
that you can see what serves and what does not as you move
into more evolved choices and awareness. And when you trust
someone to give another opinion, you can ask clearly for their
feedback or critical discernment.
However, to simply
offer criticism to others, as if it is your right is not loving.
It is controlling. And if you look honesly, you will see that
any time you are controlling others, it is usually because
you do not like how you feel when they act a certain way.
Look to yourselves
with the same kind of diligence that you have put on others.
This again comes from a world trapped in the infantile stages
of love - where we are seeking to GET love from outside ourselves.
And in order to accomplish that, the wounded child things
they must change anything outside of themselves that reminds
them of their fears and myths.
This will never
work. So practice compassionate self-criticism. And learn
to love through this important feedback.
Encourage others
from the new place of loving that will open in your own consciousness.
And offer criticism to them only if they are open to it.
Love one another...
