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You
have been in a year, as we have said in the Overview of 2009,
when the Dark Shadow aspects of each one of you, as well as
the collective will be rising to be resolved.
MAY
Keep
in mind when we offer you a Weather Report, we give you an overview
of the tendencies that are taking place energetically. That
is so that you can take advantage of what is taking place, to
become a more proactive part of the Divine Plan. You all have
the chance to become soul initiates as you become conscious
of this unfolding energetic movement on your planet.
Each
one of you is now becoming the "illumination" or light
of your world. You are preparing the physical form. May will
be a month of RESISTANCE.
It
will be a month where all of your resistance to letting go of
attachments emotionally and mentally will be challenged. The
old myth of your wounded inner child is being challenged to
grow up into deeper truths.
A
child's version of reality that has been mythologized becomes
a distorted way of seeing the world. This is what most of you
have known. So most of you have never seen reality of what life
is or what it can be.
Life
is nothing more than a manifestation of an experience, based
on what you are creating with your thoughts and feelings (the
invisible realms), kept in place by your actions. Or if we might
dare...it is kept in place in all the ways that you don't "live."
May
will bring up more of the resistance that has been held in the
subconscious, shadow part of your nervous systems. You cannot
respond or heal something that you are not aware of...so it
must rise.
In
this month you will develop a more acute awareness of all that
is going on. And you are likely to be pissed off, irritated,
sad and in deep mourning. this will come from the personality
letting go/having to release its old illusions.
You
are now preparing for the potential of reality and its greatness,
as your soul prepares to connect to you consciously. In order
to fulfill this soul potential in its infinite being, will have
to learn to focus on the pursuit of truth and reality...with
life as an experience that is every unfolding and changing.
What
is taking place is the death of the old...the total death of
an entire belief system, held in the astral realm (4th dimension
energy grids). One
of the rules of the higher initiate is allowing life to move
and have its being.
In
this month you will experience any limitations to the finite
nature of your physical forms. You will see this fight taking
place in the world around you. You are already seeing this in
the world economic crisis. This is something that has been created
out of your ignorance or unconscious natures. There is also
manipulation of the World Management Team bringing this into
fruition, with you perfectly playing your parts as wounded children
who don't want to take full responsibility for yourselves. And
you are therefore perfectly set up for this kind of mass control.
We
say this to wake you up to the vital option of waking up and
growing into a willingness to take response-ability for your
lives.
When
you have resistance, you always create what you are focusing
on. If you want to manifest what you don't want, resist it with
all your passion. The universe is benign and will merely reflect
your deepest choices and commitments. In
this month of things rising, you reach a peak of the fight you
have been in...the height of conflict that your old reality
has created.
You
have been in a tribal myth that has kept you in the duality
of right/wrong, reward/punishment. In that myth you will never
exercise your freedom of will, because you will be ruled by
fear - of a right choice and a wrong choice. You will never
know within that system that you are truly sacred, powerful
beings.
As
you move into this time and face your resistances, processing
your wounded feelings and introducing wiser perspectives to
your wounded inner child, you will help yourself to become neutral,
to try more effective choices...that allow you to grow up and
learn about your free will. You will, for the first time, have
the privilege of knowing yourselves as conscious creators. You
will be able to move the forces of the universe at will, as
you become soul-connected White Magicians.
You
will then look back and wonder why you ever embraced such a
limited perspective of reality. But you will finally begin to
know the power of NOW. You will begin to live as you face these
resistances and feelings. (And we mention how important it is
that you learn how to process these feelings. Dealing with the
wounded emotional body is perhaps the least developed skill
you have on your planet in claiming your true potential.)
You
may try many things one more time, but you will begin to see
the illusion of these old choices, the lack of satisfaction
and fulfillment that comes from mere repetition. Particularly
when you begin to realize that many of these choices were made
as distractions and compensations, as you have NOT had a sense
of self as emotional adults.
As
you begin to face these resistances, you will find yourselves
more attracted to TRUTH and finding out what LOVE truly is.
Developing an inner relationship with self, to determine who
you choose to be by what you practice will give you some vital
clues.
So
move through the doorway of your resistance, so that you can
see what no longer serves in every possible way. Decide then
to let these things go once and for all. Take charge as adults
who are conscious and in charge, rather than letting your wounded
myths continue to put your through the hell of fear and limitation...for
any time you feel that you MUST have something, or have something
a certain way, you are in fear and limitation.
Do
this process with no judgment. All things have served you. All
things are of God.
You
may find some setbacks in this month, based on things you had
planned. This will take place when things that you have outgrown
are no longer working or falling into place. This is to help
you interrupt these old patterns.
One
last statement, the sooner you let go of what no longer serves,
the sooner you will be able to integrate the more fulfilling
replacements. So use this month of resistance to clear up your
old dramas and stop lying to yourselves through fearful addictions.
One
of the biggest systems that you have set up is the economic
system, based on what doesn't actually exist. Credit. This has
gotten you into trouble, where you have become addicted to getting
instant gratification...beyond your means...and are then "owned"
by your debtors in some ways. By fighting deprivation, which
began as emotional nurturing deprivation, you have continued
to create more deprivation!
Addiction
to the pursuit of money as the source has kept you in the biggest
fear and away from your true power. This addiction is just one
of the patterns that needs to be interrupted, for after all
this time, no money nor thing has ever given you a sense of
self. Be courageous enough to see that. Look to the truth of
it all.
JUNE
As
you enter the month of June, you will begin to discover that
your soul is your divine lover. This will be a month of AWAKENING!
You
will begin to face things in a more conscious way...rather than
how it has been. For instance, you have had feelings, both physically
and emotionally and have not known why. For instance, you may
have found that you are tired...or you may have found that your
job is no longer fulfilling, but not know why.
As
long as you have looked out to the physical plane for understanding
logically, you will remain confused. But in this month the soul
will begin to hint at a deeper connection to you directly.
This
may come to you through synchronicities. So pay closer attention
to the clues in your life. What you will begin to see that everything
is connected. Nothing is separate. Guidance
will become something that will be more deeply trusted for many
of you. You will find more people are there to support you.
What
this will give you is a sense of the vastness of the divine
consciousness, in connection with all other parts. This will
help you trust that you are being watched and guided in every
moment of every day. You will just begin to catch glimpses...and
it will grow, the more you begin to be true to your inner guidance.
Perhaps
you can trust that reality is a system of support and love.
Perhaps there is a power that connects to every living thing.
This is what you have to look forward to experiencing as you
are willing to come out of separation and fear.
Energetically
your world is now shifting to an inner focus. This will allow
you to begin to direct life from a source level, for the highest
good.
And
by the way, there are rumors or fears that in 2012 your planet
will move into light as you go through Ascension. And we will
say that this has typically been the case when other planets
have moved into the higher planes of consciousness. However,
we want to make it clear to you that your planet has chosen
to bring physical consciousness into its highest potential,
moving into a soul level of consciousness while still in physical
form. That is your potential at this time.
It
will all depend upon your choices, based on what you as an individual
are waking to and focused on. You will find activities moving
into the group focus, which prepares you into the good of more
than just the self.
As
you move forward you will find that a lot of groups have been
disillusioned with the ways that they have been operating. In
this month, there will be some reformation of group consciousness.
This is mirroring what is taking place in the macrocosmic or
planetary energy.
As
the Photon Belt penetrates your solar system, it is getting
closer to raising the energy of your planet, just as it has
already begun to raise the outer planets. Scientists are starting
to notice that these outer planets are beginning to glow with
light, and they do not know how to explain it.
They
are also discovering something called String Theory, which states
that you live in a 12-dimensional universe. And they are learning
that in black holes in space, you enter into non-matter, where
you can bend time and space. This is the void or womb space
of the soul that you are preparing to enter consciously - if
you are doing the preparation work on yourselves (clearing the
wounded emotional body and fearful beliefs).
There
are many secrets that are becoming conscious in these higher
energies. The truth must be told in these new levels of energy.
So
this may a month when you may reveal that you have been doing
a lot of hiding yourself, whether you knew it or not. Whether
you are hiding from your talents, opportunities, perspectives
that threaten your comfort zones, all of these things will begin
to become clearer for you.
You
are less likely to take action on these things yet, as many
things will be new in their revelations. You will then begin
to explore and tiptoe around the new possibilities and perspectives.
This will give you time to begin to catch on and consider how
to act upon these truths. One way or another, you will become
clearer and clearer about what no longer serves you, both individually
and as a collective.
This
is the month that will begin to blossom the spring flowers...with
new perspectives being birthed. This may come with early summer
showers, as you go through the mourning of the old dying away.
JULY
This
is the month when you will begin to put your revelations into
ACTION.
This
will be a time of making choices and commitments.
Those
of you who have defenses that are challenged by following through
and sustaining your choices, be aware that you can use these
energies to resolve parts of these challenges. So show up consciously
and willingly.
This
month brings the opportunity to tape new levels of power, knowing
what it is to have the divine gift of free will. You will also
come into greater clues about how to move into integrity with
more of your authentic Self.
These
choices will deepen you on the path of the White Magician, the
indemnify of the soul. The soul seeks to serve evolution and
love and enlightenment and consciousness and responsibility.
This
level of consciousness requires that you are willing to make
conscious choices. If you have aha's but take no action, you
will not integrate the soul. That would be a life unlived. LIFE
must be in action, acting upon freedom of will as creators,
to know all that it is in its greatness.
In
this month you will likely delve into things with hit and miss/trial
and error, to discover more of the meaning for you and for the
whole. This is one of the ways that you can show gratitude to
the Divine for the gift of life.
So
use this time to move into the new, based on the intuition that
is beginning to connect in your consciousness more fully.
Look
around you to learn from the clues. Just look at your present
global crisis of debt and its follies. Look at how you have
used symbols in a vain attempt to gain a sense of self, all
the while remaining like an ostrich with its head in the sand...disconnected
from reality and the fulfillment, meaning and value of life
in reality.
As
you make choices, even if you discover that what you have chosen
is not what you truly want, you will learn from the process
of making choices. You will become clearer and more informed
about how to refine what serves your personal truth.
So
pay attention to what you are choosing...what works and what
does not. One of things you will learn is that you ALWAYS have
many, many choices. So do not be afraid of your choices.
However,
at this time you are likely to see many people around you dropping
out...refusing to make choices, learn and grow. You will see
some of this within systems as well. Many that have been so
absolute and sure of things will be re-thinking their old choices.
One
of the things you cannot help as these higher energies move
is being a part of what is taking place - no matter how conscious
or unconscious you happen to be. Some are ready to take deeper
responsibility as conscious initiates of the soul, while others
are newer to the whole human experience.
And
in closing for this month we will say that your ability to make
choices with a free will are one of your most remarkable opportunities.
So use these gifts to develop, for you will only be giving the
amount of awareness that you show you can handle.
AUGUST
As
you enter the final month of this stage, you will bring COMMITMENT
TO FORM.
How
you have used your choices and inner process to develop a commitment
will determine what you will manifest at this time. How able
to move with the flow are you at this point? How able are you
to deal with things that are unexpected coming into your life
as clues?
It
is all there to serve you. However, it all depends on the use
of your will and your ability to respond.
There
are many ways to become fulfilled and reach the destination
of the soul. So take an active part in deciding by using your
choices to develop clear commitments about what is important
to you...what you are moving towards in this remarkable gift
called life.
All
of this will lead you to an awareness that you are divine part
of God, with a divine capacity to create. But you must build
an awareness and a willingness to move into life for the good
of the whole.
Much
like the US must move out of professing to be a democracy, but
attacks other countries with an agenda...you need to learn how
to celebrate your individuality and allow other individual ways
of learning and expressing...and yet all work to value the good
of the whole.
Remember
that all individuals and groups represent aspects of the divine.
So practice moving beyond right and wrong...and move into valuing
instead. Transcend your age old fighting against someone else
in the name of God...which is one of your biggest myths that
keep you in fear and separation and duality and un-fulfillment.
So
use this time to become wiser and more informed about who you
are, what is important to you, as well as what power you hold
in looking to the new and responding with clear choices.
These
are some of the things that you expect in the next four months
of 2009.
Blessings.
Gabriel
