Our
beloved cat died on New Year's Eve and my husband and I have been
feeling deep sadness that she is no longer physically with us.
I wonder if you can provide some insight about the transition
of our animal companions, how their process may be the same or
different than what humans experience and how we may be able to
assist them better. It seems to me that these beautiful, small
beings provide a great deal of unseen support to their human friends,
certainly in life and perhaps in death as well.
Unlike
humans, animals provide a very direct and communal soul relationship
to love. This comes mostly from the fact that animals are expressed
through soul groups, rather than individual soul fragments. In
other words, there is a group cat soul, a group dog soul. Each
has certain traits that are expressed through a connection to
group love, with distinct essences and gifts that are part of
each particular animal group.
They
do not go through the same kind of process from life into death
that humans experience. That means that when a cat transitions,
they do not spend time in an astral body on the astral realm,
as humans do, but goes directly to the soul group of that species.
When they are reborn, they remain a part of a collective genesis
of learning and exploration.
Depending
on the connection that you have had personally, you can remain
connected in the afterlife as well as in the physical. That is
because connection is never lost on an essence level.
This
may all seem confusing, as each animal seems to have such an individual
personality. These are developed and colored by their relationship
to the environment around them, just as it is for humans. The
personality comes out of learned behavior. We hope we have shed
a little light on your question and provided some comfort in your
time of transition and change.

Gabriel,
Every level of my life sucks deeply. I can't find hope any more.
The battle takes too long, nobody has a clue what I am doing and
I am so tired under this everlasting pile of shit.
From
your present perspective, there is not much that we can say. That
is because it sounds like you have already made up your mind about
life. We certainly understand what you are experiencing and we
would say there is a clue in what you have shared - that you see
it all as a "battle."
To
approach life from this perspective will result in an experience
of resistance and fight...by your own choice. You see, as
you fight negative or wounded feelings that you want to avoid,
you attract situations that serve to give you a way to fight -
in other words, to fulfill your commitment to fight. The universe
will support whatever you choose and commit to the strongest.
The
universe is neutral and loving. It will say yes to everythign
that you choose. If you decide to fight the main feelings that
were wounded in childhood are to continue to be the focus through
fighting them, then you will continue to manifest through the
fight. If your life continues to mirror this, then you can be
sure that these are the choices you are making.
We
suggest, instead, that you stop fighting. Learn how to nurture
and accept your feelings. There is no pain in any feeling. Only
in resistance.
With
some clear tools and information, you can grow into the deeper
truth that there are no good or bad feelings. When you try to
get rid of negative feelings, you distance yourself from the positive
ones. And it is your thinking
or point of view that makes it so, said the wise one, William
Shakespeare.

Gabriel,
you have said in the past that experiencing physical symptoms
are a part of the process of healing and entrainment. This comes
from the release of the unresolved emotional experiences held
in the body tissue. At the top of the entrainment point, you are
being asked to work through the resistance, shame and fear associated
with this, in order to release the pain and create a clean slate
of cells.
My
question: I have been diagnosed with a unterine fibriod that has
enlarged my uterus to at least twice its size and is sitting on
my bladder. The doctor wants to do a hysterectomy right away as
my baldder is severely prolapsing under the pressure. I had a
sense that the fibriod could be accumulated dissappointments in
this life time. I also had a sense of the hysterectomy being a
"clearing of space" for new things to come. A letting go of the
old material way of sensing things and moving into a new space
of oneness with the Divine. Am I sensing the "work" that needs
to happen to clear this from my energy field so the emotional
experience does not settle somewhere else?
The
simple answer is yes to both of your questions. At this point,
because of the extreme of the physical manifestation, it would
probaby be best to avail yourself of the opportunity of surgery.
You are not presently at a level of energetic resonance to be
capable of shifting this emotional and mental paradigm on your
own yet.
You
wonder if this is an indication of things to come. If you do not
get the help to release the wounded emotions and let go of the
limiting negative beliefs held in the mental body, you could manifest
more problems in this area.
This
area is usually associated with regrets and disappointments or
things that have not been mourned and released. The uterus has
to do with birth and recreation of life...and trouble here is
an indication that you have stopped the growth of life energetically...so
that your defenses don't allow life to regenerate itself in your
energy field, blocked by unresolved fear and disappointment. We
suggest that you seek help to get you in touch with these things,
so that you can move through the process of mourning the past
and letting it go.
There
is also shame that you internalized about being a creator, we
believe...and about regenerating life as well. This has to do
with old belief systems that have been held since early childhood,
based on your mother's reaction to things, as well as memories
of conficts in relationship to mom and dad. The child somehow
felt these things were your fault.
We
also suggest that you look at your mother's attitude towards sexual
interaction and pleasure. We see that there can be some misunderstood
guilt and shame held here. Connect to the wounded child inside
to ask these questions....and then let yourself have your authentic
feelings as they rise from putting your focus here. Allow the
mourning of the parts of self that you split off from in shame
and misunderstanding. Nurture and reconnect to the deeper truths
about your sacredness.

No
matter how I've tried to heal or let go of them I have been experiencing
the same health problems for years -loss of smell, breathing,
digestion and back problems. The breathing problem is the most
uncomfortable. I wanted to know what the root cause was and if
you had advice on how I could restore my health.
The
root cause is the inability to take in life. There is a deep held
misunderstanding that you don't deserve to breathe in life, something
that has been accumulating gradually since childhood. The reason
there is a back problem is that the lower pelvic region is pulled
back and contracted. There is therefore an inability to take in
life and digest its expereince.
There
are processes that you can be taken through by a practitioner
who knows how to work with energy, particulary emotional energy,
to help release the energies that you have been holding down and
resisting.
Also
practice breathing into the solar plexus. Expand that area of
the body. Use the breath to connect to your feelings in the solar
plexus. All dis-ease, at a source level, comes from resisted emotional
energy.
We
hope we have helped to shed some light on your questions.

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Until
next month... Thanks.