My
husband has been dealing with insomnia for about three years.
We have spent thousands of dollars on medical tests, drugs,
procedures and equipment. The result has only been a very
slight improvement in his condition. I recently suggested
that his condition might be due to the large amounts of electro-magnetic
frequencies (EMF) he is exposed to at both his job and at
home, but he's tired of trying another remedy.
I've
read that insomnia is one of the side effects of the ascension
process; especially for those of us who are older and are
not wired for the new energy. Are there deeper emotional issues
going on here or is this part of a process that will eventually
work itself out? We need help!
Insomnia
can be produced from higher vibrations affecting the body.
However, for most people, it is a control issue that has built
up over time. It is a fear of letting go of control. There
are feelings that have built up, starting in childhood, making
the child feel unsafe to let go and relax. Over time, this
accumulates and the stress builds. This makes it difficult
to let go of the mental body, the thoughts and the subconscious
stress that the body holds onto.
So
people need to go in and do the inner work on their feelings.
They need practitioners who can help them get in touch with
their feelings. However, if there are no practitioners available,
do deep breathing, sound work and anything to slow the mind.
Start with simply observing the thoughts and become aware
how incessant they are...then practice expanding the quiet
space between the thoughts, building up to longer periods
of peaceful meditation.
And
of course, electro-magnetic energy that is also rampant on
your planet can exacerbate this. However, it is creating a
sense of inner safety that will ultimately heal the insomnia.
I
was diagnosed with breast cancer in January. I have chosen
to go the non-traditional route to healing, and have not received
too much support from loved ones in this choice. I am doing
all this work on a physical level with strict nutrition and
herbs. On some level I don't feel like all that work is necessary
to heal, particularly when I am connected to my soul intelligence.
However,
I do not want to ask for the impossible from my body. I want
to support my body, to bring harmony through all levels of
reality. Could you talk more on miracles... whatever may come
forth?
Miracles
are acts of love in demonstration. Breast cancer is lack of
love and nurturing, that has been experienced over a long
period of time. It comes from a lack of being able to receive
or be nurtured. It happens so often in women, who are conditioned
to nurture, not BE nurtured.
The
more you can look at these patterns, dealing with the pains
of the past and help the wounded child to learn to receive
and be nurtured, the greater the chance you have of resolving
the problem. However, that is a journey NOT to be taken lightly.
Look
at where you are blocking and open to receive support from
all sources around you. Use wisdom. Do according to what you
feel you are ready to do. Allow it to be a process. Do not
refuse other possibilities, if you are not capable of resolving
this on your own.
Breast
cancer and cancer on the whole is a result of deep-seated
disappointments and things that have not been mourned. These
accumulated feelings then attack you on a cellular level.
There can be fears that you will be hurt or deprive others
in some way. So learn to reach out and ask for help.
Ask
for your needs and allow the answers to come in all forms.
I
have been struggling for the last 5 1/2 yrs since my short
2 yr marriage ended. I can't seem to hold it together. I have
struggles, such as wondering when I will find a job that will
take care of my home and children. I would like to break free
from the anguish my ex-husband has caused/is causing me. Any
advice on how to break through all of this?
At
the basis of all the problems in relationship is a resistance
to your own conditioned feelings. People either make all choices
to move towards a feeling they think they will like or more
often they move away from the feelings they want to avoid.
So
name the feelings that come up in your patterns with your
ex-husband. You are simply using him to fight those feelings
at a core level, beyond the situations. Stop making that which
is outside yourself the source of your well-being. When you
avoid and fight, you require something to fight and avoid.
If
the feeling is invalidated or deprived or not enough, then
you must learn to make peace with the feelings, based on your
memories and history. If you keep fighting these feelings,
rather than nurturing yourself, others will mirror your fight.
Once
you are at peace with more feelings, rather than using situations
to habitually fight, then you will be able to find more solutions
and resonate with solutions and support. As long as you use
the situations to fight, you will find it hard to manifest
something new.
Also
look at the patterns in your life and how the relationship
reflects the relationship feelings that you had with your
father/mother. This is how most people attract relationships,
through a particular image and commitment that is familiar.
So look and get the help you need to work through these feelings
and shift your inner commitments.
I
became deeply involved in a light photography project over
a year ago and am want advice on taking these light experiences
to the public, as well as understanding how this experience
is helping me personally.
I
have been in communication with some higher frequencies for
13 years. During the 12th year, their consciousness became
visible through my digital photography and videos.
If
you want to take this into the world, then simply take the
steps that allow you to share. Contact those who can help
or give you advice and opportunities.
What
you are likely seeing is electro-magnetic frequencies that
are devic, connected to nature. Film is sensitive to these
things.
What
is my purpose on earth? I have deep feelings to do things
that many people believe cannot be done on earth.
Everyone
has the same purpose and that is to learn how to love. That
means being in the truth of your individuality, as an expressive,
creative human being. Get in touch with yourself at the source
- such as your life lesson (all of your talents and abilities
and qualities). Allow all of your experiences to bring you
into your soul lesson, giving you a sense of meaning through
all of your feelings. Then express all of these inner truths
through what you do and you will develop you individual soul
purpose.
I
had a miscarriage and I am trying to understand what it all
means to me. I feel that there is much deeper meaning than
what I can immediately understand. I feel that it happened
for a reason. I want to address all of my emotions & feelings.
I do not want to miss anything that the little life that was
in
my body for 2 months was there to give me! Please Gabriel,
point me to the right direction. I am sad, but at the same
time, very appreciative and excited about this opportunity.
Miscarriage
is there to set up a lesson, triggering certain things in
the mother. This is a soul agreement with another being. There
is typically something that needs to be learned, felt and
resolved. What part of the lesson includes is dealing the
feelings of loss and deprivation that are likely triggered
in the immediate.
Again,
most issues come down to dealing with feelings, so that you
can resolve your karmic issues. Allow yourself to fully grieve
the experience as well. It is important to look and have the
genuine experience, to reveal the lessons that are there for
you.
My
husband has had both of his parents cross over. He thinks
about them often and wonders how they are doing. Could you
please ask Gabriel about them. He is very skeptical and asks
that you supply some proof that it is them (like knowing their
names).
What
you need to understand is that it would do you no good to
supply their names as some sort of test or proof. Your parents
are a soul essence that moves beyond the physical, then through
the astral and have moved on into the light of the causal
plane. People do not simply remain connected to this one lifetime
and personality. This does not diminish their meaning for
you and what part they have played in your soul journey.
It
is understandable that your husband has feelings and misses
them. What is most important is that he grieves and moves
on to his next perfect moments, as they have done as well.
I'm not too sure how to explain what happend to me but I will
try. A week ago I threw a big party and I drank quite a bit.
That night something happened to me. I found myself speaking
in riddles of philosophy, with emotion spilling out of me.
Then I woke up in my bed feeling horrible.
For
a long time I have been thinking about where my life is going
and the more I think the more I seem to hate myself and fall
into this self pity. I remember calling or rather begging
god to show me my purpose a sign of any kind or signal on
why I am here. I cant recall what was rushing through my mind
when I saw it, but this blinding light filled my eyes and
my sight was gone for only a moment.
This
is gonna sound crazy, but when I opened my eyes I felt like
something had come inside me and my fear of living had gone;
almost like I wasn't alone anymore. I felt this sudden happiness
to be alive again somehow.
Then
as the day went on, I felt distant from my friends. Still
to this day I feel distant. I'm
still so lost here. For my whole life I have had depression
and problems with people. I have tried to bury myself in the
way others live in an attempt to enjoy life. Any help you
can give would be appreciated.
It
sounds like what you experienced was a breakdown from the
conscious mind to the subconscious mind. When you saw the
light, you made contact with a deeper part of yourself, able
to raise your vibration briefly. The personality does not
yet know how to sustain this connection to yourself. And drinking
is certainly not the solution. However, you did get a brief
glimpse of what is possible when you learn how to heal the
wounded personality and connect more deeply to life from the
inside out.
So
what you need to do is what everyone else needs. That includes
learning to go inside and resolve your wounded, depressed
feelings. You need to reconnect to yourself to find the part
of you that appreciates and even embraces the opportunity
of life.
Where
you are is a difficult place to be, caught between the old
and not yet able to connect to the new and deeper. So get
the help you need to learn how to go inside and connect more
fully to all that you are.
Let
yourself go through a purification at this time, rather than
continuing to fill yourself with alcohol and the like. Depression
is merely a state of being that comes from depressing your
authentic feelings over time.
I
am very interested in energetic healing and finding within
myself the highest level of my soul, so that I may live with
more purpose and light. I have done some Reiki and I do meditate
and practice yoga. I have made some strides, but feel that
there is something that needs to be opened or revealed within
myself that I have not yet found. I am trying to live more
true to my heart, but I feel there is a Higher Self that I
have not connected with. I long to know the light within myself.
I wonder how I can better embark on a journey that will lead
me to this light, purpose, healing and service. Thank you
so very much.
The
way to embark is to begin a clearing process, looking at issues
from your past. It will help to have a practitioner who knows
how to open up the body and help you release the dense energy
of your conditioned past. These will hold your subconscious
in separation from all of your conscious intentions.
Reiki
will begin to move things up. You can then use new tools to
nurture and resolve the wounded past, so that you can free
your body to continue raising your body to higher vibration
and frequency.
People
will often work on the higher energies, but not want to deal
with the wounded lower energies. This can be confusing and
can even be harmful physically.
My
husband and I live off of money generated monthly by our financial
portfolio. I felt nudged by my guides to leave my teaching
profession and then my husband's place of work closed up.
Now we work for the Light to assist others to awaken and try
to heal Mother Earth. I have read that by 2012 there will
be no such thing as the Stock Market and get concerned about
how we will be supported. My guides assure me that we will
be okay and I don't understand... We are wondering if we should
start our own business and use the available money now before
it is gone? Any assistance you can provide will be much appreciated.
We
do not see that the stock market will be gone. It is one of
the main forms of control that the world management team has
of trying to control you. There will be many changes, but
they are attempting to move the world to one world economy
and one world currency.
They
will want to do away with physical currency (money). They
will want everyone to have debit cards only, so that they
can more successfully control you.
That
is not to put you in fear, but just to assure you that they
stock market will remain in place.
What
you can probably do to set yourself up well would include
creating a business that will bring in a more consistent income.
Or at least diversify what you depend upon for the financial
stability.
I
am reading about ascension and understand that physical symptoms
might be necessary to be able to sustain the more rapid vibrations
connected with this. I am perplexed at all the symptoms I
am experiencing, symptoms serious enough to require different
doctors.
At
the same time I feel they must think of me as a hypochondriac.
Heart infarction with a balloon opening 3 years ago that has
left me panting for my breath whenever I strain a bit, lower
back pain for many years, stenosis of the canal, cramps and
pain when walking, restless legs, surgery for cataracts in
both eyes, and now a frozen shoulder syndrome, as well as
months of constant diarrhea.
Although
all of this brings me discomfort and pain, I feel fine and
not particularly sick as long as I don't exert myself. However,
this means I can do practically nothing that demands physical
strength. I often think of my eventual transition from this
life with joy, imagining myself healthy and capable again.
My question is - shall I think of all these ailments as steps
in the ascension process, such as some necessary part of old
karma? or what?
This
is all a part of the ascension process, but it mostly comes
from years of shutting down the life flow through the body.
It is all accelerating from the accelerated energies that
have begun to move. You, too, need to clear the body, as we
have suggested for many others within these questions. All
of you need to learn to deal with wounded emotions.
There
are many exercises that can be done, from deep breathing to
dealing directly with these wounded feelings. Blockages have
developed since childhood. This is all a part of your true
evolution into soul consciousness and ascension.
Once
people reach a critical mass of accumulated wounded emotion,
it makes it more and more difficult to reverse. But by all
means, any forward emotional movement that you make will make
it better and better.
